Last Email

Dear Family,

So the next time you will hear from me will be in person when you see me in the airport. It's such a crazy thought to think that in just a couple days I won't be a full-time missionary anymore. I won't be wearing my badge and I won't be able to talk in Tagalog with all these people in the Philippines. I feel so grateful though, that I chose to come on a mission and that I chose to experience this wonderful adventure. I wouldn't change anything about I served my mission. I wouldn't change where I served, where I went, who I was with, or what I did. I feel very strong that my mission was MY mission and I did what I needed to do in order to help all these people. 

The other day one of the sisters in my stewardship asked, "Do you feel like okay, you are ready to go home, or do you feel like there is something missing in your mission?". My response was, "I feel sad that I have to leave and that I don't know when the next time is that I will be able to come back and visit my people again, but I feel very satisfied with the way I served my mission. I feel that the Lord is pleased with what I have done and with who I have become." At that honestly is the truth and I am so thankful for it. 

I remember at the beginning of my mission Elder Haynie came to the MTC and asked us what we want to be thinking when we go on the airplane to go home. I saw my notes the other day and I wrote, "I want to have good feelings knowing I did all I could." Then, yesterday I had my exit interview with President Ostler. After asking me a lot about my mission he asked a very simple question, "How do you feel right now." And to be honest, I didn't really know how else to describe my feelings other than just saying, "happy". So that is what I said. I said I felt happy almost just a simple happiness that was deep to my very soul. I feel so grateful for the opportunity I have had to serve and do my best. 

Yesterday during sacrament meeting the secretary in the bishopbric asked me if I would give my last testimony after the partaking of the sacrament. I of course said I would love to. I remember thinking that I would just share a very brief testimony of what I knew to be true and not take up a lot of time. As I was walking up to the pulpit I suddenly had this overwhelming feeling of peace and gratitude for all the people in the congregation. As I started my testimony the Spirit just filled my whole being and I just started to cry. Not like a cute cry, but like a weeping type cry. I was bawling in front of everyone and all I could think of was how much I loved all of these beautiful people and how much I really really didn't want to leave them. 

After I sat down, I had kind of a flash back moment thinking back to my farewell. I remember when I had my farewell Jared Barton had his homecoming. I remember being very very nervous to get up and give my farewell talk and I remember Jared leaning over to me saying something like this, "Take in every moment as you talk because once you are done, it's over and it's finished and you can never go back and do it again." Once he said this to me I felt more calm and at peace and I just shared my farewell talk and everything went well. Then I remember when we sang the closing song at my farewell and me just looking around at all of yous, my family. And I remember just tearing up a little bit knowing that I would soon be leaving you to come to a foreign land to preach the gospel that I loved. 

Looking back on that experience, I feel like Jared's words to me were a lot just for me to calm down about speaking, but I also feel like they can be related to a mission as well. 

As I have served my mission I have tried everyday to take it all in. Do everything I can to embrace the people, culture, companions, areas, wards, etc. You could almost even translate the sentence Jared said to me to fit a mission. "Take in every moment as you SERVE A MISSION because once you are done, it's over and it's finished and you can never go back and do it again." Of course with a mission there are numberous times we are able to serve as full-time missionaries. As couple missionaries, single missionaries, mission presidents and their wives. There are many different types of missions, but I will never be able to come back to this point in my life. Being a young single missionary serving here in the Philippines at this certain time in my life. I think that is the saddest part. I have learned so much in these last 18 months and because of that I will be different for the rest of my life. 

I know that just because I am finishing my full-time mission in the Philippines Manila Mission, doesn't mean I am finishing my mission. I will be a missionary for as long as I live here on the earth. In so many ways we can be missionaries and I feel grateful for the opportunity I have had to serve here. I know that I have given my all and done my best.

"For I am now ready to be offered, and the time of my departure is at hand. 

I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith:" 

- 2 Timothy 4:6-7

I love you all and I am so grateful to have a family as great as you. For Mom, I will see you tomorrow and it's gonna be awesome. For the rest of you, I will see you back in Utah on May 12 and I can't wait. Thank you for all that you do and thank you for being a great example to all those you you associate with. 

Mahal Ko Kayo,

Sister Barton 

The Blessings of Kindness

Family,

Hellooooooo. So this week was really good :) we had two exchanges this week and I am absolutely exhausted, but filled with joy because of the greatness of this work. I feel so blessed that I have been able to serve here in the Philippines over these last 18 months and the growth i've seen in my areas, in my people, and in myself is remarkable. My heart is just full of gratitude. 

This letter may be a little bit short because I have to still email President Ostler, but the one thing that I continue to learn on my mission over and over again is the importance of kindness. To constantly be kind to everyone you meet regardless of their kindness to you. Whether you are on exchanges with a sister who hates sister training leaders, or you are knocking on doors and they just keep slamming in your face, or if the people just aren't really liking you that day... to always be kind. Kindness is what makes the world a better place. Kindness is what makes people smile and helps them find joy and peace in their lives. 

I was reading the other day and I found this wonderful quote by Joseph B. Wirthlin. It says, "Kindness is the essence of a celestial life. Kindness is how a Christlike person treats others. Kindness should permeate all of our words and actions at work, at school, at church and especially in our homes."

One of my favorite things now that I learned from Tina while growing up was, "if you don't have something nice to say, don't say anything at all." I honestly think that is one of the most important lessons anyone can learn, especially while here on a mission. 

Here on this mission I have had to be kind when I really really really didn't want to be kind. I had to try my very hardest to just not speak because I knew that what I would've said is not something Jesus Christ would say. Many times while I have been on my mission I think to myself "what would Jesus do?" Then whatever comes to mind, that is what I do. By doing this I have honestly seen miracles on my mission. Sometimes a mission isn't very fun and it's hard, but I as I remember that I am a disciple of Jesus Christ and I am doing his work, I realize that I must act as he would and talk to everyone, share with everyone, love everyone, and most importantly be kind to everyone. Everyone, even if they aren't that kind to you. 

Luckily, I am serving in the Philippines. Meaning, I am serving in one of the greatest places in the world where the people are so kind and so humble. Even the meanest people here who don't want to listen to our message are probably ranked as the kinder people in America. hahaha sad, but true. 

I saw this other quote that really made me realize why the people in the Philippines are the way they are. They are so happy, kind, charitable, humble, and full of love. It says, "The happiest people in this world are those who love their neighbors as themselves and manifest their appreciation of God's blessings by their conduct in life."

Just the other day, Sister Baldelomar and I were teaching a new investigator that we found. She had made spaghetti and pandesal and was eating. When we came to the door she offered us some. We kindly declined the offer and asked if we could teach her. She said yes, and quickly put her food away. We then taught her and afterwards she saw her neighbor and told him she had a gift for him. She then ran into her kitchen grabbed a ton of spaghetti and gave it all to him. It was really nice. Then I asked her kind of jokingly, "sister why do you want to get rid of your spaghetti so bad?" She then said, "because I know how hungry others are and I have many blessings form God, so why not share them?"

I really love the Filipino Culture. They are all so wonderful and always think about others. Over and over again I have heard many many spiritual experiences coming from members, investigators, and random people on the street about how they have had a trial or struggle when they really needed help and the simple kind acts and words of others changed their whole life.

I know that if we are kind to everyone always, and most especially when we get nothing in return we will feel God's hand more in our lives. We will be more happy and we will have a better life. I feel so grateful that I am serving the Lord. I know I don't have much time left here on the mission, but that doesn't mean I will stop being a missionary. I'm just transferring to a little bit of a different place. I'm grateful for the things i've been able to learn while here on my mission and most especially about treating other with kindness. 

I love you all and i'm grateful for the kindness and love you show me each and everyday. I hope you are all doing wonderful and I invite everyone who reads this to be a little kinder (even if you think you are the kindest person in the world) I know we can all be a little bit kinder. :)

Mahal Ko Kayo,

Sister Barton 

18 Month Mark

Dear Family,

Happy Easter Yesterday. What a wonderful day it was to celebrate the resurrection of Jesus Christ. The time that he truly overcame death for each and everyone of us to live again. I feel so blessed to know that we have a Savior and he is Living. It is so wonderful to know that Jesus Christ is the one who leads and guides this church today and that he is the one in charge. He is the perfect example who has a perfect gospel. I feel so much joy and so much happiness because of the gospel of Jesus Christ and I love sharing it with everyone everyday. 

There is this thing in the Philippines called "Holy Week". Holy week was last week. It is the week right before Easter Sunday and it is something that the Catholics here really strongly believe in. They have statues everywhere of Jesus Christ and his death and him being resurrected. There are crosses everywhere, candles, and much much more to remember Jesus Christ and His Atonement.

As much as all the statues of Jesus Christ and interesting songs and things were very different and a little bit scary to me, it made me feel grateful to be serving here still. Even though the people here might have a little bit of a different way celebrating Easter, I have found that they are always basing everything off of Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ is everything to most of the people in the Philippines. You can't walk down the street without seeing some sort of picture of Jesus Christ somewhere. I feel so grateful to always be reminded of Jesus Christ even if here, it's a little bit different of a reminder. I get to know who Jesus Christ is to me and that because of Him I will be able to return to Heavenly Father and overcome death as well. How marvelous and beautiful does that sound? 

The testimony I have gained over the Last 18 months of Jesus Christ has been stronger than I could ever imagine and I know that because of coming on a mission I will be different my whole life. I will always have a lasting testimony of the doctrines and principles of the gospel of Jesus Christ as well as who Jesus Christ is to me and how much I love him. 

I turn 18 months old on the mission this Friday and oh how weird that sounds to me. I can't even believe I have been here for that long and that shortly my mission will come to a close... 

I feel so grateful for the decision I made to come on a mission and to change my life. The experience's I've had and the lives I've seen changed because of the true Gospel of Jesus Christ I will never forget. 

I was reading the other day about the life of Gordon B. Hinckley. In a talk he gave to youth about going on missions he said something to young men that I really loved. He said, "Young men, I hope all of you are pointed in the direction of missionary service. I cannot promise you fun. I cannot promise you ease and comfort. I cannot promise you freedom from discouragement, from fear, from downright misery at times. But I can promise you that you will grow as you have never grown in a similar period during your entire lives. I can promise you a happiness that will be unique and wonderful and lasting. I can promise you that you will reevaluate your lives, that you will establish new priorities, that you will live closer to the Lord, that prayer will become a real and wonderful experience, that you will walk with faith in the outcome of the good things you do." 

Are those promises not the most wonderful promises anyone can receive. Elders or Sisters, regardless of gender, I know that anyone who goes on a mission will receive these amazing promises. A mission is not easy. In fact, it's by far the hardest thing I have ever done in my life, but after going through these last 18 months I would never chose not to go on a mission. I feel so grateful for this mission. I feel grateful for the things I have learned and for the testimony I have gained. My life is changed for the good and for the better because I decided to serve a mission. 

I am grateful to be a disciple of Jesus Christ. I'm grateful for the souls I get to help save everyday by testifying and teaching the words of Christ. My mission is just the beginning and I know that I will always serve for the rest of my life. I will strive to be exactly obedient to His commandments and will do all I can to be the person he needs me to become.

Thank you all for your prayers, words of encouragement, sacrifice, and everything else you have done for me over these past 18 months. My soul is filled with joy and gratitude for each one of you and for the time I've had to be a missionary from The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. Thank you. I will see you all very soon. 

Mahal Ko Kayo,

Sister Barton 

Ps. Filipino's are very talented people, this man went grocery shopping and I thought there was no way he would be able to get all his stuff on one motorcycle.. sure enough, he proved me wrong. :) "It's more fun in the Philippines!"

April 2017 General Conference

Family!

Hello everyone, how are you doing? As for me, I am doing so great! We were fortunate enough to watch general conference over this last weekend and can I just say that I am convinced all the sessions, every talk, song, and everything was exactly what I needed. It was all just for me. The spirit that I was able to feel over this last weekend and the direction and guidance was absolutely amazing. I feel so grateful to be apart of such a perfect gospel with such amazing leaders. We are so blessed. 

It was actually a very encouraging and inspirational conference for me. As I was preparing over the week and writing some questions I desperately wanted to be answered, I felt the spirit in my heart and knew that if my heart and mind was open I would receive answers. luckily I was able to receive many answers to all of the questions I had. 

The first talk I wanted to express my feelings about was the talk of Jeffery R. Holland. I absolutely loved it. One thing that I have been really nervous about with coming home is learning to get back into life without actually getting back into life, if that makes sense. Jeffrey R. Holland's talk perfectly answered my question. He said that "we need to stand as close as humanly possible to Jesus Christ." If things get difficult or hard or you are just sad one day, as we stand really close to Jesus Christ and always look to him in our lives we will be happy no matter how hard things get. I also loved what he said about staying unique in the choir. He explained how important it is to stay you. Be unique and don't just blend in. He said, "Keep your richness in your own voice... you are irreplaceable, you are unique." I love that. As we all continue to strive to be better and stay our unique selves we will be okay always. "In the choir there is room for everyone who loves God and keeps His commandments." But my all time favorite quote he said in the entire talk was, "Come as you are, but don't plan to stay as you are."  That's so good. As we are willing to change and give our will to Heavenly Father, he will change us into something we could never make of ourselves. 

Which leads into the second talk I really loved... That Neil L. Andersen gave. He was talking about overcoming the world. How amazing was that talk. Ahhh I loved it. He said that "we will spend a life time of trying and with sincere repentance we can overcome the world through Him, Jesus Christ." He talks about the sabbath day and the need of listening to the voice that is not from the world in order to over come it. He says, "Stand up, speak up, and be willing to be different from the world." How cool would it be to really overcome the world and to be more like Jesus Christ and the way he is. To really inherit what Heavenly Father has prepared for each of us.. It is such an amazing thought. 

The last one I wanna share about (cuz i'm running out of time) is the one my S. Mark Palmer. He was talking about Jesus Christ and the pure love of Him. My whole mission I have been striving and striving to develop one attribute of Jesus Christ strongly in myself. This attribute is pure charity. I have strived from the beginning of my mission to show charitiy and love to everyone. Not just charity from Sister Barton, but the pure love of Christ. Godly love. One thing I loved that S. Mark Palmer said was he said, "change the things that are hard for you, in order to have a change of heart." That was really good advice especially for me. As much as I try my hardest to have love for everyone I know I lack... a lot. I loved the keys he gave for each of us to become more like the Savior and have more of the love he has. I really love the one of just trying to see everyone the way the Lord sees them. As we do that we will be able to help people improve and change. As I have been a leader in my mission for a while I have been able to see how love really impacts people. I have been able to grow and help others change themselves through just loving them for who they are and for helping them become better. I feel blessed to be able to share the love of Jesus Christ to everyone. Especially being a disciple of Him and a missionary, it is just that much more important. 

I really love love love general conference. I feel blessed to have the opportunity to listen to our loving prophet and apostles and other leaders of the church every 6 months. I remember before my mission when we had to listen to conference it was like the most boring thing of my whole life, but now that is what I look forward too. To the words I once fell asleep to and yawned at, I now cherish and are literally delicious to me. 

I feel so grateful for the spirit and for its witness to me of truth. I love to learn and I am grateful I get to receive revelation through the Holy Ghost. I am grateful for conference and for the wonderful time I have to be a full-time missionary from The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. Thank you for all you do and for your constant examples to me. I love you all with my whole heart and I pray that we all apply the things we learned from conference. 

Mahal Ko Kayo,

Sister Barton

These are some cute pics of Sister Jumawid's birthday and my funny present to her, Sister Kolca taking us out to dinner (best thing ever), and some of us sisters at the stake center during conference :)

The Best of the Best

Family!!

I'm so sorry, we went to the temple today and I have like no time.. so sorry if this email is a little bit lame. Our week this week was okay, I always feel so blessed to be a missionary and to be in this great area with my wonderful companion, but I am a little disappointed in some of the decisions or investigators are making... We had many investigators come to church this last week. But almost all of them came  because they are the friends of some of our recent converts. Meaning; they are within primary and youth age. So they don't even come with their parents which is a bummer... and we are already having so many problems in our area when it comes to parents consent/permission for their children to get baptized. This last week not one of the people we have been teaching throughout the week came to church... not one. It was so disappointing. I was really hoping for us to have at least one or two more baptisms before I go home, but after this last week it's not looking too great. 

That's still okay though because with everything that has happened with our area and investigators this last week it doesn't make me want to give up and cry anymore (like it used to). haha It makes me realize everyone has their own individual agency and they get to chose for themselves "let the consequence follow". It also just motivates me to work harder and do better. Even if I won't be here for the baptisms, it doesn't matter because as long as I give it my all and help people get baptized at some point in their life I did my part and I can say I tried my best. So I just feel grateful that I can still work my hardest and give it my all so that others can be baptized in the near future.

This week we also had some really great experiences with some new investigators as well. The Dula family, the ones that I told you about last week, we were able to teach them and the mother, Luzviminda was literally like finishing our sentences as we were teaching her. It was absolutely astounding. I was so amazed. It was exactly like teaching someone who already knew the Plan of Salvation and we were just refreshing her memory. The spirit was so strong in that lesson and I could tell that she knew that what we were saying was true. Also, later in the week we went back to their home and had a Family Home Evening. It was amazing to see the happiness in their home. Sister Luzviminda is a single mother who's husband had died just a few years back. When it came to the part in the program for the parent to give advice, she did and then we had all the kids say some words of love to their mom. It was such a beautiful, spiritual experience to be apart of. Her four children were just pouring out their hearts saying how grateful they were for their mother who sacrifices so much just so they can eat and go to school and do what they want. I feel so grateful I was able to be in that home and feel the love and peace that was radiating. Sister Baldelomar and I were both in tears as the kids were talking and it was just a really great experience. Afterwards they all hugged and it was just so cute. I should've taken a picture, but it probably would've ruined the moment. 

We also talked to these two women who worked as maids for a man named Pedro. As we were talking and testifying about the gospel to these two women, they decided to let us in so we could share to them. As we started the lesson and started teaching about our purpose as missionarys and just getting to know them, they told us that Mormon missionaries have taught them before. THEY ARE FORMER INVESTIGATORS. They were both about to be baptized, but then they moved here to Mandaluyong from their provience and didn't know if there were Mormons here. It was crazy! They said they have been praying for the last year, ever since they moved here, for Mormons to find them or for them to find the Mormons. It was so amazing to meet them and teach them and see how much they loved the gospel. One of the sisters said that she had left her Book of Mormon in Pangasinan with her family and she missed it so much. When Sister Baldelomar reached into her bag and pulled out a Book of Mormon and gave it to this wonderful Sister she was so excited. She literally looked like a big fat kid getting a big thing of ice cream. (picture at the bottom of me haha :)) Her eyes just went wide and she started to like jump up and down she was so excited. It was such an amazing experience and really just shows that if you work hard and do your best Heavenly Father will lead you to the people who are prepared. 

I cannot tell you how many doors we knock on everyday. hahah it's so fun and I just feel so grateful for the opportunity I have to talk to everyone and tell them how great the gospel is and how lucky they would be if they just listened to what the Lord wants them to know. 

I love being a missionary! I really really love it! We were able to have the opportunity to attend the temple earlier and I just really love the temple. It's crazy to think that next time I enter the Philippines Manila Temple Mom will be standing next to me. That's kinda neat to think about. I'm so excited to share with you this great place and all of these amazing people. I love love love my mission and I'm grateful for this last little bit I have to serve Him with all my heart and soul. I love you all and I'm so grateful for you. Thank you for being such great examples to me. 

Mahal Ko Kayo,

Sister Barton 

Last Transfer in my Longest Area

Family,

I am pleased to announce that I didn't transfer! So I will be finishing my mission in the beautiful Mandaluyong First Ward. I feel so blessed I didn't transfer. To be honest I think I would've died if I would've transferred and finished my mission in a unknown area. So i'm grateful to be able to stay here with Sister Baldelomar.

This week has been a wonderful week filled with joys and sorrow and craziness. To start off we obviously had transfers and that was wonderful news. It also is starting to get really really hot because it is turning into summer here. You'd think it's summer all the time year cuz it's always hot, but when it's summer summer it is like scorching hot...  So that's really fun, i'm just drinking lots of water and trying to stay alive.

This week I saw my first dog fight outside of the Mesa families home. It was crazy these dogs were like killing eachother and everyone was just screaming and running and yelling and it was insane. Then in the middle of this dog fight there was some drunk man just sleeping on the street. It was hilarious! (picture bellow) Man, I really love the philippines, they always say, "it's more fun in the Philippines" and I testify that that is true haha. 

With some other news, Norman isn't getting baptized this week sadly... :/ Using his agency his boss asked him to work extra on sunday and he did so he couldn't come to church. So that's a bummer because now we have to restart his counting of coming to church. I know everything happens for a reason though and I think once he does get baptized he will really have a more solid testimony of the Sabbath Day and why it is so important to keep holy. So it's all for the best. 

We had a really wonderful experience this last week though. We had just finished a lesson with a wonderful family and were about to call it a night and go home. As we were waiting for the Jeepney. A lady who was selling Yakult came and stopped by us. She starting asking who we were and things. As we started to talk to her she told us that her husband had died and that she has been searching for the truth of where he is. She said that she had listened to Jehovah's witness missionaries, Born again missionaries, Catholic priests, and is still searching. We asked her if we could share with her where her husband was and when she would be able to see him again. She was really excited and really wanted to know more. So we set an appointment with her and are going to teach her tomorrow. I feel so blessed that the Lord lead her to us. 

Every night as I pray I always ask for the Lord's help in leading us to those who are prepared souls and leading the souls who are prepared to us. I know that as we all pray in faith and recognize the times when the Lord does answer our prayers we will receive more blessing and more opportunities to serve His children. I feel grateful for the Lord and to know with a sure knowledge that He always keeps his promises. I really love this gospel and I am grateful for the experience I continue to have each week as I am here serving the Lord. 

I know that as we strive to do what is right, even when it is hard, the Lord will help us and extend his arm. All we need to do is to look to him always in our lives. I was reading an article earlier this week and it was talking about when we have hardships or challenges what we should do. It says, "The Savior doesn't want us to try harder; He wants us to turn to Him sooner." I really like this. To know that we are never alone and that Christ is always there just waiting for us to truly trust in him. As I think about coming home soon, I just continue to think all I need to do is what I have been doing for the last 17 months.. trust in the Lord. I know that everything is right through Jesus Christ. Everything is perfectly planned and perfectly done with purpose if we trust in Jesus Christ. I'm grateful to be a disciple of Him, my Savior Jesus Christ. Thank you all for being such great examples to me and for helping me always in times of difficulty. 

Mahal ko kayo,

Sister Barton

17 Months

Family,

Hello everyone!! So guess how old I will be turning in the mission tomorrow.. 17 months. Ahhh time is flying and it's insane weird for me to understand. I'm absolutely loving my mission though. Wow, the things I am learning are such a benefit to me right now and I know they will be for the rest of my life. This week was amazing. On Tuesday I attended Finish strong... meaning i'm gonna go home soon so I gotta finish strong as a missionary haha, then we had exchanges with sisters, and I went with Sister Tekanene again, she is probably so sick of me, but that's okay cuz we had a great time. Then on Saturday Ronilo Mesa Jr. was able to GET BAPTIZED!! It was an amazing experience.. a little stressful, but amazing. 

So to start off, I just wanna tell you a little bit about finish strong cuz it was really really good. All my sisters batch was there and then of course we had a different elders batch with us. It was really weird cuz I've always heard of finish strong and how the "dying missionaries" go there, but I never thought I would ever attend. It was honestly a very inspired meeting though. We learned so much about "the after life" or what we will do after our missions as well as we talked about finishing strong. One thing that really touch me while I had attended the meeting was when we talked about finishing strong Sister Ostler showed a video of a track race. It was 4 girls running the 400. About half way through the race one of the girls totally biffed it and fell on her face. When she fell the other girls were running way fast and were way ahead of her, but the girl who fell got up and started running faster than anyone I've ever seen. She passed up the girl in the back then the girl in second place, then as she was getting closer to the finish line she gave it all her might and won the race. Ahhhhh it was incredible. I literally was just in awe while watching this race and watching this girl who fell so hard and had little to no chance of winning the race come back full throttle and win. It was amazing. 

After watching this I was pondering how much I feel like I am the girl who fell. I feel like at the beginning of my mission I had so much energy, I was so alive, and I just was ready to go on this mission with everything in my heart. Then, I fell, I got dengue and it literally took a lot out of me. I fell flat on my face. Then, with the help and love of companions, senior couples, other leaders, and the mission president, I was able to get up again and run. I still feel like I am not the same person I used to be, but It's nice to know that I can run. I can still give it MY all. Even if MY all isn't as much as someone elses, I know that the Lord knows that that is what I can give. And as long as I am giving MY best, he will accept it. I'm grateful for the chance I have to continue to try and work and give my whole heart to this work. 

On Saturday I got to see the rewards of giving all I have to this work. Ronilo Mesa Jr. got baptized. He is literally like one of my favorite people ever! As the days were coming close to his baptism we were trying to get everything prepared, on Friday we had Norman get interviewed for his upcoming baptism and borrowed the key to the church. Then on Saturday we showed up to the church around 5pm and the baptism starts at 6pm. When we walked in everyone was freaking out telling us there was no water for the font... So we started to fill up buckets from the bathroom sinks to fill up the font. After about 20 or 30 min of doing this, they finally told me they needed the key that another member had. I explained to them that because of the interview I had the key. Apparently they needed the key to turn on the water for the font.. nobody told us that... hahaha so it was a little bit of a fail. Then we had to wait for the font to fill up and it took like an hour and a half.. so we weren't able to actually start the baptism until 7pm. But even though things were a little rough getting started, I feel like this was one of the greatest baptisms I've ever been too. Ronilo brought 2 of his friends who got to witness him get baptized, a couple days before his baptism Ronilo introduced these two friends to us and we were actually able to teach them. It was a really wonderful experience both for us and Ronilo himself. He is already such a good missionary. 

But during the baptism we had some youth who are friends with Ronilo speak and the spirit was so strong. Then we had a member from the bishopric, who has worked with us many times in teaching the Mesa family, baptize Ronilo. As brother Umalia said the ending words to baptize Ronilo, Ronilo then descended into the water and afterwards once he came up he just looked at everyone sitting down and watching him and smiled the biggest smile I had ever seen him smile. He was so happy. It just goes to show the "joy" that comes from bring just one soul unto Christ. I felt such extreme joy and happiness that Ronilo had chosen to get baptized and follow the example of Jesus Christ. Even with a lot of challenges with the Mesa family, they are each decided for themselves to change and to be a little better and try a little harder to make a much greater difference in their lives. It's truly amazing to see them grow and to see them, one by one, accept the gospel. 

I feel so grateful to be a missionary for my savior Jesus Christ. I'm grateful to be able to say, "Behold, I am a disciple of Jesus Christ, the Son of God. I have been called of him to declare his word among his people, that they might have everlasting life." -3 Nephi 5:13. 

I love this work, I love this gospel, I am grateful to be able to do what is right always and to be an example and a light to the world. I am so grateful for the opportunity I have to search for those who are waiting for me to find them so that they can hear the truth. I love being a disciple of Jesus Christ and I am grateful for all my mission has brought me. Thank you for being you and for helping others grow in ways you couldn't imagine. I know each one of you has helped me grow and develop my skills and attributes to become a better person. So thanks for being so great, I really do love you all.

Mahal ko kayo,

Sister Barton 

The Miracles of a Mission

Dear Family,

Hello everyone, long time no see. hahaha This week has been really good. A lot has gone on and I feel so busy ALL the time. I'm doing really really good though. This past week we... 

1. Had a wonderful Zone Conference

2. Had beautiful exchanges with amazing Sisters

3. Got permission from President Ostler to attend a Relief Society activity and do ZUMBA!!

4. Well, I got to speak in sacrament meeting yesterday (for probably the last time) and it was an amazing spiritual experience

5. Got to watch the atonement change someone's heart up close and personally. 

So this is kinda a lot I wanted to tell you about this week, so i'm gonna get started. If you get bored by the time i'm finished... it's okay, I won't feel bad, but the end part is the best part... just saying. But first off was our zone conference. Holy it was soooo good. We talked about how to apply the things Elder Bednar talked to us about when he was here and it was absolutely amazing. We also got to practice how to ask questions to really know concerns and have a completely open and trusting relationship with our investigators. As well as the Assistants taught about how to have FHE for the first lesson and really gain that trust that is needed with investigators. It was really good. And then at the end the missionaries who are leaving next week bore their testimony and it was so good. I can't believe that I only have one transfer left. I can't handle it. But I think to really get me to focus on these next couple of weeks, I know it's weird, but I wanna just ask you to maybe not mention that I am coming home in any emails from now until the last time you email me. I know it's gonna be hard, but I really think it'll help me a lot. Thanks a bunch, love you tons. 

Next, we had exchanges and it was really fun. I went with Sister Fidow. They live with us, but we still do exchanges with them. In the middle of the exchange we got a call that Sister Zarbock and Sister Gabriel would be staying with us for the day so we ended up doing an exchange within and exchange and Sister Zarbock joined us hahaha it was really fun! :)

Now what i've been waiting for ZUMBA!!! Oh my gosh you guys Zumba was so fun! We asked permission because our investigator wanted to go and I was really really really wanting to go. So we texted President Ostler and he said YES!! It was so wonderful. I felt like I was back like myself again. I had to sit out sometimes and rest (that was the agreement of President Ostler) but it was so much fun. I honestly love love love zumba and it was cool to get to do it even though i'm a missionary. It was a great activity and our investigator really liked it, so it was a good missionary opportunity. haha the best part is at every activity (just like in Utah) there is always food after. So after doing this insane workout and just feeling so great everyone shoved their faces with food hahaha it was so funny. The picture below is of our feet cuz we didn't have shoes and our feet got so dirty hahah it was so good. 

Fourth thing, was I had the opportunity to speak in Sacrament yesterday about how the Book of Mormon helps us gain faith in the Atonement of Jesus Christ. It was really awesome to study and read more and share experience and things. It was really cool because I just remember my first talk I gave and how terrible it was and how I stayed up until like 4am trying to translate my talk from English to Tagalog. Ahhhh what a nightmare that was. As I was writing my talk this time I wrote it all in English and read over it a couple times in Tagalog. As I was sitting on the stand partaking of the sacrament I was reflecting my life and the past week as well as my mission. I was praying for the gift of tounges so that I could speak to the congregation in their own native tounge with them understanding all the words I was saying as well as I was praying that my talk would be really good. As I was ended my prayer, the prayer of blessing the water of the sacrament started. At the end of the prayer it said, "...that they may always have his spirit to be with them." This part of the prayer really hit me. It made me understand that I was totally praying for the wrong things... I didn't need to pray for my talk to be really good or even to have the gift of tounges. I needed to pray for the Spirit to be with me. After this I started pondering that because of the Atonement and the partaking ordinance of the sacrament and retaining a remission of my sins, I knew that I would be promised that the spirit would always be with me. So as I pondered this in my mind I started praying more fervently than ever that the Spirit would be with me as I spoke. 

I'm always nervous right before I have to get up and talk, but they same thing always happens. I got up after just had saying this prayer and a tremendous sense of peace overcame my body and my heart. I was then able to speak and translate my words into Tagalog and bear my sacred witness of the things that I know to be true. It was a great feeling to have felt the Spirit really work through me to touch the hearts of the members in the Congregation. 

Finally, the last thing I wanted to share was a really great story of a boy named Ronilo. Ronilo is part of the Mesa family. We met him back in November when we first talked to Victoria Mesa, his mother. He was a really great kid. He studied at a born again christian church, practiced the guitar at this born again christian church, and even had a goal to be a pastor for this born again christian church when he was older. He was very devoted to his faith even though he is only 13 years old. Very very devoted. We would teach his family and he would leave the room. We would invite him to activities and he would kindly decline because he already had activities at his own church. We would try our hardest to discern his concerns, yet he wanted nothing to do with us missionaries. Honestly he acted too cool to even talk to us or listen to anything we had to say. After the baptism of his mother and two sisters literally a miracle happened. Something in Ronilo changed. He was willing to talk to us, and even better than that he was willing to actually listen to us and willing to hear the messages we had for him. As we started we taught about Joseph Smith and the restoration of the gospel and wow how the heart of Ronilo started to change. I remember specifically in one of our lessons we asked him what he wanted to know or learn from us. Then, he said, "I want to know the truth, like Joseph Smith. That's it, I just want to know the truth." We then shared to him that in order for him to know  he needed to do what Joseph Smith did. Attend church, read the Book of Mormon and the Bible, and pray and ask of God if it is true. So that is just what Ronilo did. Ever since that day he has prayed, he has gone to church every single week, and he has started the Book of Mormon. It was truly a miracle to see this young man change his heart and want to be baptized. And now, he is going to get baptized. This weekend. On Saturday March 18, Ronilo Mesa will get baptized and become a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. It's simply an amazing tender mercy and proof that the hand of the Lord is in this work and is in all things. 

I'm so grateful that I have been able to witness Ronilo have a change of heart. It's amazing to be a missionary and know that honestly I am just an instrument in the hands of the Lord. Without Him I am nothing. I am grateful to know that solid truth. It feels so good to be a missionary and to constantly work and find and teach and help and lift and inspire. I would trade being anywhere in the world for where I am right now. I love the Philippines and I love being a missionary. Thank you for all you do for me, and thank you for reading this really long letter family. You are the best. I'll see you soon, but don't get too excited, I still got a while. 

Mahal ko kayo,

Sister Barton

His Hand is in All Things

Family,

Well another week has come and gone. Wow time is flying and it's freaking me out. Hahaha but this last week on my beautiful mission was absolutely incredible. We have been so busy, but we have had some really amazing things happen in our area and with some really great investigators. 

I first want to tell you a little story about Norman. We found brother Norman back in January and he was sooooo good. He is the brother of Victor and Victor is a member in our ward who doesn't attend very much. One day as we went to visit Victor, Norman answered the door and told us that he wasn't home. So we asked Norman if we could teach him. He was so willing and gladly accepted the invitation to be taught. So we excitingly taught him and the lesson went great. He attended church the next week and then the week after that as well. He was literally a miracle "golden" investigator. The next week we weren't able to teach him at all because he was so busy and then he didn't come to church. We finally got a hold of him that week and he told us that he had finally found a job and he knew that he had finally received an answer to his prayers. Unfortunately his work schedule was everyday. He never had a day off. It absolutely killed us inside. All we could think was how he was so willing and so ready to become a member, yet he now had work... He had struggled with several different things in the Word of Wisdom, but through the weeks of teaching him he gave it all up so he could get baptized. As we prayed to know what to do and to know what to teach him when we found out he had a job, we just decided to teach the importance of keeping the Sabbath Day. The lesson was very simple, but very powerful. Norman knew that he was breaking this commandment because he was working instead of going to church. So we committed him to ask his boss, even though it was his new job, if there was anyway he could get the day off or at least switch shifts so he could make it to church. He accepted the assignment and said he would talk to his boss. The next week, we went back to his home to follow up with him. He had told us that he is doing really well, but he didn't talk to his boss because he was really nervous. Which of course everyone would be considering it was his new job that he had prayed for and wanted so bad. To ask for a day off is EXTREMELY hard. So we shared another message and committed him again to talk to his boss. The next week we went again to Norman's home. As we sat down and followed up with his reading and praying and then finally with talking to his boss he just looked at us. As he was looking at us, I just kept thinking.. dang... he still didn't talk to his boss. But as he continued to stare a big smile began to come across his face and he said that he no longer has work on Sundays. Oh man how big my smile was I can't even tell you. I felt so grateful that the Lord would grant unto him this miracle. So Norman has now come to church and is doing really well because he was willing to do what the Lord asked of him. And now, he is going to be getting baptized on the 25 and I am more excited than ever!! (hopefully I don't transfer) 

It really just does go to show that the Lord is mindful of all of us. He knows what we need when we need it. We just need to show our faith by doing what he asks of us. The experience and example of Norman really just shows me that anything is possible. He is so good and now he will be even better because he is being blessed by the Lord and becoming a member will help him even more to improve himself the be more like Christ. It really strengthens my testimony that it is so important to keep the commandments and do what He asks of us. Always. 

Another quick experience I wanted to share this week was seeing the faith of other missionaries. I was able to go on exchanges again with Sister Singer. She is so good and we had a really fun exchange! All of our appointments fell through on Saturday morningso we decided to go tracting to see if we could find anyone. We literally went knocking on doors, which to be honest I hardly ever do cuz I just don't like it. I'd rather just talk to people on the road and then have them lead us to their home to teach, but Sister Singer was really pumped and ready to knock on some doors. So we knocked. Door after door. It was a really weird experience because in the Philippines everyone loves white people! So Sister Singer and I are both white so to be honest my thinking was kind of prideful. I kept thinking "ah this'll be easy. Anyone will let us in, we are two white people." But it so was not true. We had so many people literally just ignore us as if we weren't even there. This old lady literally shut the door in my face. I was just standing there testifying of Jesus Christ and she just said "i don't care" and shut the door.. it's really too bad cuz she's gonna care when it comes to be the day of judgement. But really door after door, excuse after excuse, and rejection after rejection. It was kind of really sad.. but then we were walking out of one of the compounds we just got rejected in and saw this really nice man dancing to spanish music holding a cat. So we decided to talk to him. As we started to introduce ourselves he said, "oh come on in" and he grabbed his wife and we went in. It was an amazing experience because after rejections we were able to see this beautiful family accept us into their home. We taught about eternal families and arranged for another appointment this week. 

This experience just really goes to show that there are people everywhere who God has prepared. We just have to be willing to find them. I really feel grateful to be on a mission and to have the hard times. Without the hard times we wouldn't be able to experience the good, joyful times. We wouldn't know anything different if everything was always just good and happy. So i'm grateful for rejections because it shows to the Lord that we are willing to work to find the seekers. 

Sorry this is so long, but everyday I see so many miracles. The Lord really is the one in charge of this work. He leads and guide and directs His church and it is amazing. I really feel blessed to be a missionary. I love the lessons I get to learn on this wonderful mission of mine. I'm grateful to be a missionary and for the opportunity I have to wear the Lord's name on my chest and in my heart everyday.

Mahal Ko Kayo,

Sister Barton

1. These are some pics of Sister Singer and I with the Mesa Family (Ronilo gets baptized next Saturday so that's gonna be awesome!!)

2. And me and my beloved companion at MLC

Best Weekend of my Whole Life

Dear Family,

This week has been one of the best weeks of my whole mission/ whole life! Seriously, the power, spirit, and all around greatness felt this past weekend has been truly unforgettable. I feel so blessed to have had the experience with Elder Bednar and to have really gotten myself physically as well as spiritually prepared before his arrival. 

It was so amazing having Elder Bednar come and speak to our mission. On Saturday we were able to have a mission conference with the whole Manila Mission for like 4 hours with Elder Bednar. That night we were able to watch on a broadcast questions and answers with the area presidency and Elder Bednar. Then on Sunday because we are in Makati Stake, we were able to have a special Elder Bednar conference with the whole stake. So it was literally like a weekend with an Apostle of the Lord Jesus Christ. HOW COOL IS THAT?! Ahhh it was honestly so spiritually great that I feel absolutely exhausted. After this email I am going to spend the rest of pday watching 17 miracles and sleeping hahaha but really it was so so great. 

Being with Elder Bednar especially the first time when it was just all of us missionaries in the Manila Mission was so different. I kind of figured that he would just kind of lecture us and tell us how to be better and learn more and pick on people and do things like that, but it was so cool the way he did it. He literally talked WITH us, not AT us. It was so good. He started off by saying, "Okay Elders and Sisters, are you ready? Let's get to work." Then he literally had us talk to him and he asked questions to us and we asked questions to him and it was literally one of the greatest things that I have ever seen. 

I have so many things I want to share with you from things I have learned over this last weekend, but one thing that really impacted me was to always be an agent and act by faith. He was talking to all of us and telling us how we aren't objects. People can't make us feel any certain way or make us do any certain thing. Because we have agency we are agents and we act for ourselves and we must always do so in order to learn and grow. He kept saying that as we chose to do the simple things in our lives like pray, read the scriptures, attend church services, serve, attend activities and institute, etc. we are acting. We are choosing to change and to always follow the will of the Lord. One thing he said that I absolutely loved was, "God will bless you to do things you'd never imagine." As we strive to do His will and be more like Him through our choices, he will bless us. He will bless us way more than we can or could ever bless ourselves. 

He also helped us learn what acting by faith is and what it means. That when we pray and have the intent to act on the things we pray for it is way more predictable and way more powerful. He compared it to OYMing or "opening your mouth" aka talking to everyone. If we pray to have power and amazing words to say to people, but we never actually act and talk first, it will never happen. We must first act. We must first open our mouths to people and then our mouths will be filled. It was so good, because I've never thought about it like that. Even with things like getting a job. You can pray to have help to find a job and things, but if you just sit in your house and never act or go out and look for one of course God cannot help you. But as you go out and act and seek for a job, God will help you and lead you to what you need at that time. It was so good and I just feel like I received so much guidance and revelation for the rest of my mission and for my future. 

As many things as I learned of the gospel and doctrines and things, the one thing I will never forget is the way I felt. The power and holiness of Elder Bednar was so amazing. I can literally testify and tell you that he is a man called of God. He is a true witness of Jesus Christ. I knew that before this past weekend, but actually having Him speak with us and seeing Him face-to-face and feeling his spirit just confirmed what I know to be true. 

The Spirit I have felt this past weekend will never be forgotten. I feel so blessed to be a missionary for the Lord Jesus Christ, to serve him everyday, and to know that I am clean, pure, and worthy to do this work. As we embrace the gospel and the Atonement of Jesus Christ we can change each day. That is the greatest part. If we make a mistake which we are going to do many many times, we have hope. We have the chance to repent even for the smallest of things so that when the great day comes we can stand at that judgement day and know that we are clean and pure to enter the celestial kingdom. This weekend I felt celestial moments. I'm grateful to be in the Philippines and to continue to serve the Lord with all my heart, might, mind, and strength. How grateful I am to be a servant of Him. 

Mahal ko kayo,

Sister Barton

1.A selfie taken from Riveca Mesa hahahaha 

2. LOOK HOW MANY AMERICAN SISTERS THERE ARE NOW!!!! When I started the mission there was literally just me and now there are 6 of us! ahhhhh it's so great :)

16 Months...

Dear Family,

Uhhhhh I don't know what's happening.. i'm going to be 16 months tomorrow and it's kinda freaking me out to be honest. Luckily since I don't come home for a little longer than that I have a little bit more time here in this beautiful country. I can't tell you how beyond blessed I feel to be able to have the opportunity to be serving here in the Philippines. It's so amazing. Literally everyday as I am here I just feel so grateful to be here. I really love this place. It's kind of weird you'd think i'd still remember a lot about America, but to be honest.. I don't remember much. I was watching a conference thing the other day and it showed the Salt Lake temple and things and I was just amazed at the beauty of the temple and the mountains and just Utah. It's so beautiful, the Philippines is beautiful as well, but just in a very different way. 

I want everyone to know that I am doing okay. I appreciate all the prayers and things, but know that I will be okay. President Ostler gave me strict counsel on what to do to be healthy and strong. So as long as I follow the counsel he gave, I know I will be okay. 

It's actually amazing how many blessings we were able to see this week even though we were so busy. This week we had Interviews with President, taught in two different zone meetings, and had exchanges, but even with the busy week we were able to see miracles happen in our area. A lot of the time this week when we weren't at meetings or super busy, I was resting. We still worked, but I had to rest a lot as well, but Sister Baldelomar and I testify that the Lord really blesses those who follow the counsel of their leaders. We didn't have much work, but through the couple lessons we had and with the Spirit we were able to see six of the Lords children show their faith and attend church on Sunday. Many of them were new face investigators brought by the memebers and it was just so amazing. I feel so grateful for the love and mercy of the Lord. 

Two of those investigators who attended church were Romel Mesa and Ronilo Mesa. The Sons of Sister Mesa. They have always acted really amazing in the lessons and super knowledgable and spiritual, but they just had a hard time coming to church and really acting on the message (that's why they didn't get baptized with their other family members) But on sunday, they showed their faith and they both came to church, Romel for the first time. It was really awesome to see them and I feel so grateful for their willingness to act and accept the gospel in their lives. 

I'm really hoping this will be my last area. There have been so many people the Lord has prepared in this area to accept the gospel and I just want to do everything I can to see this area really grow and all of his children here accept the gospel one by one. Sister Baldelomar is so awesome as well. We are literally like the exact same person. We have some differences, but we are so much alike it's insane. Sometimes we will even be standing the same way or the way our face looks is the same, and we both think the same things are just hilarious and we will laugh so hard at stupid little things that are so funny to me and her. It's so great. Ahhhh I am like praying with my whole heart she is my last companion and this will be my last area. She is really great and we just get a long so well. It's these types of companions who are the best types of companions.

This week I was really pondering about how important it is to be obedient. I was thinking about my duty to "rest" and it just made me think about how the Lord really will make up the difference. Whatever we lack, he will always be there to help. In the Bible Dictionary it says, "The Lord rewards his obedient children according to their faithfulness" Some of the greatest examples ever of this are Joseph, the Son of Jacob, and Nephi. They are both so exactly obedient to the Lord and do everything he asks of them. I think the reason why Nephi is at the beginning of the Book of Mormon is becuase he is one of the most obedient, faithful men in all of the Book of Mormon. 

These two just really inspire me. I feel like I have learned what exact obedience really is, especially being here on a mission. I know that as we are exactly obedient to the commandment, the Lord can't help but pour out the blessings to us. It's so wonderful. One quote that I really love is, "obey first, understand later" I think if we all make this our moto, we cannot fail. Sometimes, well a lot of the time, at least for me, I don't understand why some commandments are the way they are, but I know that as we obey first no matter what the commandment it, we will be blessed. 

I'm so extremely grateful for the commandments. It all just makes sense. Heavenly Father wouldn't send us here without any instructions. He created us, he knows what tempts us, he knows what we need to do in order to return to Him. One helpful tool he gave us was the commandments. We are actually so blessed because of all the things he has given us to help us return back to Him; the scriptures, prayer, prophets, leaders, and one of the most important, Jesus Christ. I am so grateful that we have a loving Father in Heaven looking out for us all. 

"I want to be the best I can, and live with God again."

Mahal ko kayo,

Sister Barton 

Random

Hello everyone,

well this letter may be a little short, because i'm not feeling so great today... Mom knows why. But this week has been really good. I have a NEW COMPANION! :) her name is Sister Baldelomar and she is Filipino. She is absolutely wonderful. Honestly, she is the cutest person ever and she is just so sweet. She has only been out for 7 months and she is now a STL with me. I think she just might kill me in the mission (meaning she will be my last companion). We have had some really great times this last week. 

1. Before the transfers we went to Ocean Park and it was awesome. I almost felt like I was in America again. We went and saw sharks and fish and stingrays and lots of fun things. A man even showed us some sweet magic tricks haha it was a really great day. We took a lot of pictures (sorry for the overload mom.. dropbox is not working haha) but it was a really chill relaxing day.

2. Sister Kumari went to my old area in Palawan and she is going to do some great things over there. Sister Holzworth also got transferred to my first area so that's cool. And guess what... Elder Zesiger (the one who left utah with me) He is now an Assistant so how cool is that. Man, my batch is rocking it. 

3. Sister Baldelomar and I actually got lost several times because our area is huge. Which was kinda just awkward for me considering I have been here for like 3 months and I still don't know the area that well... it's fine. haha but we really have had some really awesome times. I think Sister Baldelomar and I will do great things together in this area this transfer. This week is going to be insane... we have interviews, two zone meetings, and exchanges :) patay na ako. 

4. My MTC teacher came to my ward so I got to see her. She now says i'm a lot better at Tagalog haha she's in the pic at the bottome. haha

Lot's of random things happened, but the one thing I am really learning at this time in my life is how important it is for us to take care of our bodies. I have had some things happen to me that are a little rough and President Ostler and I have talked and he was explaining to me how important it is to keep our bodies healthy. How our bodies literally are not our own. They are Gods and they are temples. Just like how temples have to take some times to get cleaned it's the same with our bodies. We need to take the time to take care of our bodies and keep them clean and functioning. 

I've realized that sometimes I think I am made of steel and that I can do anything, but the truth is I am just human and as much as I want to do it all, I cant. It's been a little bit of a rough week with some health things occurring, but I know that as I continue to trust in the Lord everything will be okay :)

I just want to express how much I love my mission to all of you. I am so grateful for everyone's support of me coming on this mission. I remember when I first decided to serve a mission some people were "shocked" which hurt a little, but most people were supportive and extremely helpful. I feel so grateful that I made this decision for myself. 

I literally think the reason I came on a mission at the beginning was so that I could change myself and my life for the better. Which if you think about it, that was a really selfish thought. But I really think that I am here to serve. I am here because of the Atonement of Jesus Christ and because of the role it has played in my life, I can now share that with others who have no clue. I feel so grateful to be on a mission. To be able to learn and grow in the gospel and through experiences. 

I know this church is the only true church on all the face of the earth. This is literally the church of JESUS CHRIST. The church that he established when he was on the earth is now on the earth again and it is this church, restored by Joseph Smith. I know Joseph Smith is a true prophet of God. I know that because of Him I am lucky to now have the restored gospel in my life and I now have the opportunity to share it with others. I know that Jesus Christ and Heavenly Father are living beings who love us so much. They want us all to live righteously and make good decisions so we can return back to their presence. I know that the Book of Mormon is another testament of Jesus Christ and when we read the Book of Mormon we can receive a witness of its truthfulness. Because of the Book of Mormon we literally know more about Jesus Christ and his divinity, life, and power than anyone else on the face of this earth. I am so grateful for the gospel in my life and for the experiences I get to continue to have. I love this gospel with my whole heart and soul. I will always be a disciple of Jesus Christ and i'm grateful to be His follower. 

Thank you for the prayers, the love, and the beauty you bring into my life. I'm so grateful for you all. Thank you for being you. Remember how much I love you.

Mahal ko kayo,

Sister Barton

PS. Happy Valentines Day!

Blessings on top of Blessings

Family!

This week has been such a blessing. Hence the title "Blessings on top of Blessings". I have felt so grateful for everything that the Lord has blessed me with and for all the miracles and little tender mercies he gives everyday. One thing that I have really learned is that if we are exactly obedient and completely faithful the Lord can't help but give us blessings. So the ipinakamagandang blessing we witnessed this week, was the baptism of the Mesa Family. Maria Victoria, Ronillia, and Riveca Mesa were all baptized this week and it was the most beautiful thing I have ever witnessed.

We were fortunate enough to find them at the very end of November through talking to them on the street.. now a couple months later they made a covenant with the Lord and are now official members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. It's that amazing. We have been through so much with the Mesa family. Many laughs, lessons, prayers, tears, spiritual confirmations, and so much more. This family means so much to me and they are so close to my heart. There is still a lot of work to do to get their whole family to accept the gospel and someday enter the waters of baptism, but this is a very great first step. I know the Lord is pleased.

I remember as I was watching them enter into the baptismal font their faces just being so excited and ready to be clean. After each of them were baptized you could see it on their faces and in their eyes that they were changed. They literally accepted the gospel and it changed their whole life. How grateful I feel for each one of them. I remember talking to Victoria (the Mother) after her baptism and she just said, "Sister Barton, i'm clean." 

She has such a sweet spirit. It radiated before she was baptized, but oh how much more it radiates now. It's so wonderful to be apart of such a great work that brings people so much joy and salvation. 

As we were attending MLC this last week I really felt such a great impression to always constantly seek for the Spirit. How it is so important to have the Spirit with us at all times. Not just in lessons, or when we want answers, or when we feel the need of the Spirit. We need to literally seek the Spirit to be in our lives every second of every day. We are in constant need of the Spirit and it's promptings and it's teachings to each of us every single day. It was a really nice impression. I know that sometimes I seek for the Spirit to be with me when i'm teaching or talking with an investigator, but I realized I need to seek the Spirit when i'm talking to anyone or doing the simple things so that I can feel the Spirit and seek that love every day and at every time of my life. 

I know that because of the Spirit the Mesa family was baptized. I know that they were willing and prepared by the Lord to hear the message and act upon it. I feel grateful to be a missionary and a true disciple of Jesus Christ. I know that when we have the Spirit with us, anything is possible.

I'm truly grateful for this work. I'm grateful for inspiration and revelation received from the leaders of the church. I love being a missionary and working everyday to bring lost souls back home. I love my savior Jesus Christ, I love His teachings, and I especially love being His servant. 

Mahal ko kayo,

Sister Barton 

The greatest gift = Jesus Christ

Hello Family!

Wow, this week has been crazy. Amazing and spiritual and dramatic and happy and stressful and many miracles have been seen. To start off with I went on two exchanges this week and it was the most dramatic thing of my whole life... holy, I had to fix their problems and correct them and help them and I did like an hour interview with them each and man... it was so hard. Just for a brief moment I felt like a mission president and oh how grateful I am that I am not and never will be a mission president. haha On a more positive and upbeat note... THE MESA FAMILY IS GETTING BAPTIZED ON SATURDAY!! So I honestly am so happy and so grateful to see them get baptized. It will be a truly great day. It's amazing to think that in just a short two transfers with the Lord's guideance and direction we were able to OYM and find a beautiful family, teach them, love them, help them, and now we are able to see them enter the waters of baptism. I am so grateful for the tender mercies the Lord poors upon me everyday. This is the last week of the transfer and I think it will be my last week with Sister Kumari. It's funny because at first we were such different people and had to figure out how to get a long and be unified and love each other, but now honestly I love Sister Kumari and I'm kind of nervous to maybe get a new companion.. It's crazy how much we have gone through together and how we are so different yet can get down on our knees and serve our Master with all of our heart and learn how to love each other. 

I've had such a cool experience these last couple of days. I'm writing you on Tuesday because we had our Zone Conference yesterday. President Ostler asked me to teach about Repentance and honestly I was so nervous. It was one of the most spiritual experiences I have ever had though. I wanted to be prepared and everything so I studied and pondered and really felt for myself why we repent and what repentance is and how I can apply it more in my life. The Spirit was so powerful during my studies and I really gained such a stronger testimony of repentance. 

Honestly repentance is one of the most important doctrines everyone needs to know. In Romans 3:23 it says, "For all have sinned and come short of the glory of God." We are all sinners and because of that we can never return to Heavenly Father. The whole purpose of our lives, the one thing we are striving for, is to live so we can return to Heavenly Father, but because of us being human and making mistakes and sinning we can never return to Him. BUT, because we have such a loving Heavenly Father he sent His son Jesus Christ to come to the earth and die for us. To literally give his life so that we can be free and so that we can overcome the bounds of eternal death and instead we can look to the Atonement and repent and receive eternal life. Isn't that the best news you have ever heard in your entire life? Man, I can't even begin to express how grateful I am for the opportunity I have to change and to become a better person and really "put off the natural man and become a saint through the Atonement of Jesus Christ" (Mosiah 3:19) 

There is so much hope in our life because of Jesus Christ. The hymn I stand all amazed is one of the most in depth uncomprehending descriptions of the love Jesus Christ has for each one of us, "that for me a sinner he suffered, he bled and died." How grateful I feel for the Atonement of Jesus Christ and for the knowledge I have of knowing Heavenly Father loves me. Truly loves me to send his perfect son to die for me. An imperfect person who quite frankly doesn't deserve His love, get's to be saved because of love. 

I love what Elder Dale G. Renlund says about repentance in his last conference talk. He said something like, "Repentance is not a choice, it is not an optional back up plan... it is a commandment." I absolutely love that. If we want to receive the blessings Heavenly Father wants to give us and receive the blessings of eternal life, we have to repent. We have to use the grace and mercy of Jesus Christ to be saved. And why would we not want to? It is free and it gives you the most indescribable feelings in the world. "to keep repentance before us always, we must partake of the sacrament" The sacrament is so important to take in our lives. I can't remember who said it, maybe Jensen, but I remember him saying we cannot afford not to take the sacrament. That is so true. The sacrament shows that we are willing to keep trying, keep changing, and keep repenting. I am so grateful for the sacrament. I am so grateful for the love and sacrifice of Jesus Christ and for his glory and perfection. 

I feel so unworthy yet so grateful I get to wear the name of Jesus Christ on my chest, on my heart, and in my soul everyday. I am a true disciple of Him and I know that will never change. Even when I come home from my mission. I will still be a disciple of Jesus Christ. 

I just really feel inspired to share some of the things I learned this week about the atonement and about repentance and how important it is to apply it to our daily live by repenting everyday and doing things to be worthy of the companionship of the Holy Ghost. I have never felt so clean in my life then right now on my mission. 

One quote that I absolutely love is by President Packer, he says, "The Atonement leaves no tracks, no traces. What it fixes is fixed. It just heals and what it heals stays healed. The Atonement, which can reclaim each one of us, bears no scars. That means that no matter what we have done or where we have been or how something happened, if we truly repent, the Savior has promised that he would atone. And when He atoned, that settled that. The Atonement can wash clean every stain no matter how difficult or how many times repeated."

It's so important for us to repent. No matter how dark our life has been, because of the Atonement of Jesus Christ we can see the light. We can feel happiness, joy, and forgiveness because of Him. It's such a great gift and I am so grateful for who Jesus Christ is and to know Him. 

I'm grateful for all of you. I appreciate everything you do for me and for you love and for your sacrifice. Continue to chose the right and live the way we need to in order to return to our loving Heavenly Father. Thanks for all you do. 

Mahal Ko Kayo,

Sister Barton

PS. ELDER DAVID A BEDNAR IS COMING TO OUR MISSION ON FEBRUARY 25 AND I AM SO EXCITED!!! :)))))