Last Email

Dear Family,

So the next time you will hear from me will be in person when you see me in the airport. It's such a crazy thought to think that in just a couple days I won't be a full-time missionary anymore. I won't be wearing my badge and I won't be able to talk in Tagalog with all these people in the Philippines. I feel so grateful though, that I chose to come on a mission and that I chose to experience this wonderful adventure. I wouldn't change anything about I served my mission. I wouldn't change where I served, where I went, who I was with, or what I did. I feel very strong that my mission was MY mission and I did what I needed to do in order to help all these people. 

The other day one of the sisters in my stewardship asked, "Do you feel like okay, you are ready to go home, or do you feel like there is something missing in your mission?". My response was, "I feel sad that I have to leave and that I don't know when the next time is that I will be able to come back and visit my people again, but I feel very satisfied with the way I served my mission. I feel that the Lord is pleased with what I have done and with who I have become." At that honestly is the truth and I am so thankful for it. 

I remember at the beginning of my mission Elder Haynie came to the MTC and asked us what we want to be thinking when we go on the airplane to go home. I saw my notes the other day and I wrote, "I want to have good feelings knowing I did all I could." Then, yesterday I had my exit interview with President Ostler. After asking me a lot about my mission he asked a very simple question, "How do you feel right now." And to be honest, I didn't really know how else to describe my feelings other than just saying, "happy". So that is what I said. I said I felt happy almost just a simple happiness that was deep to my very soul. I feel so grateful for the opportunity I have had to serve and do my best. 

Yesterday during sacrament meeting the secretary in the bishopbric asked me if I would give my last testimony after the partaking of the sacrament. I of course said I would love to. I remember thinking that I would just share a very brief testimony of what I knew to be true and not take up a lot of time. As I was walking up to the pulpit I suddenly had this overwhelming feeling of peace and gratitude for all the people in the congregation. As I started my testimony the Spirit just filled my whole being and I just started to cry. Not like a cute cry, but like a weeping type cry. I was bawling in front of everyone and all I could think of was how much I loved all of these beautiful people and how much I really really didn't want to leave them. 

After I sat down, I had kind of a flash back moment thinking back to my farewell. I remember when I had my farewell Jared Barton had his homecoming. I remember being very very nervous to get up and give my farewell talk and I remember Jared leaning over to me saying something like this, "Take in every moment as you talk because once you are done, it's over and it's finished and you can never go back and do it again." Once he said this to me I felt more calm and at peace and I just shared my farewell talk and everything went well. Then I remember when we sang the closing song at my farewell and me just looking around at all of yous, my family. And I remember just tearing up a little bit knowing that I would soon be leaving you to come to a foreign land to preach the gospel that I loved. 

Looking back on that experience, I feel like Jared's words to me were a lot just for me to calm down about speaking, but I also feel like they can be related to a mission as well. 

As I have served my mission I have tried everyday to take it all in. Do everything I can to embrace the people, culture, companions, areas, wards, etc. You could almost even translate the sentence Jared said to me to fit a mission. "Take in every moment as you SERVE A MISSION because once you are done, it's over and it's finished and you can never go back and do it again." Of course with a mission there are numberous times we are able to serve as full-time missionaries. As couple missionaries, single missionaries, mission presidents and their wives. There are many different types of missions, but I will never be able to come back to this point in my life. Being a young single missionary serving here in the Philippines at this certain time in my life. I think that is the saddest part. I have learned so much in these last 18 months and because of that I will be different for the rest of my life. 

I know that just because I am finishing my full-time mission in the Philippines Manila Mission, doesn't mean I am finishing my mission. I will be a missionary for as long as I live here on the earth. In so many ways we can be missionaries and I feel grateful for the opportunity I have had to serve here. I know that I have given my all and done my best.

"For I am now ready to be offered, and the time of my departure is at hand. 

I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith:" 

- 2 Timothy 4:6-7

I love you all and I am so grateful to have a family as great as you. For Mom, I will see you tomorrow and it's gonna be awesome. For the rest of you, I will see you back in Utah on May 12 and I can't wait. Thank you for all that you do and thank you for being a great example to all those you you associate with. 

Mahal Ko Kayo,

Sister Barton 

The Blessings of Kindness

Family,

Hellooooooo. So this week was really good :) we had two exchanges this week and I am absolutely exhausted, but filled with joy because of the greatness of this work. I feel so blessed that I have been able to serve here in the Philippines over these last 18 months and the growth i've seen in my areas, in my people, and in myself is remarkable. My heart is just full of gratitude. 

This letter may be a little bit short because I have to still email President Ostler, but the one thing that I continue to learn on my mission over and over again is the importance of kindness. To constantly be kind to everyone you meet regardless of their kindness to you. Whether you are on exchanges with a sister who hates sister training leaders, or you are knocking on doors and they just keep slamming in your face, or if the people just aren't really liking you that day... to always be kind. Kindness is what makes the world a better place. Kindness is what makes people smile and helps them find joy and peace in their lives. 

I was reading the other day and I found this wonderful quote by Joseph B. Wirthlin. It says, "Kindness is the essence of a celestial life. Kindness is how a Christlike person treats others. Kindness should permeate all of our words and actions at work, at school, at church and especially in our homes."

One of my favorite things now that I learned from Tina while growing up was, "if you don't have something nice to say, don't say anything at all." I honestly think that is one of the most important lessons anyone can learn, especially while here on a mission. 

Here on this mission I have had to be kind when I really really really didn't want to be kind. I had to try my very hardest to just not speak because I knew that what I would've said is not something Jesus Christ would say. Many times while I have been on my mission I think to myself "what would Jesus do?" Then whatever comes to mind, that is what I do. By doing this I have honestly seen miracles on my mission. Sometimes a mission isn't very fun and it's hard, but I as I remember that I am a disciple of Jesus Christ and I am doing his work, I realize that I must act as he would and talk to everyone, share with everyone, love everyone, and most importantly be kind to everyone. Everyone, even if they aren't that kind to you. 

Luckily, I am serving in the Philippines. Meaning, I am serving in one of the greatest places in the world where the people are so kind and so humble. Even the meanest people here who don't want to listen to our message are probably ranked as the kinder people in America. hahaha sad, but true. 

I saw this other quote that really made me realize why the people in the Philippines are the way they are. They are so happy, kind, charitable, humble, and full of love. It says, "The happiest people in this world are those who love their neighbors as themselves and manifest their appreciation of God's blessings by their conduct in life."

Just the other day, Sister Baldelomar and I were teaching a new investigator that we found. She had made spaghetti and pandesal and was eating. When we came to the door she offered us some. We kindly declined the offer and asked if we could teach her. She said yes, and quickly put her food away. We then taught her and afterwards she saw her neighbor and told him she had a gift for him. She then ran into her kitchen grabbed a ton of spaghetti and gave it all to him. It was really nice. Then I asked her kind of jokingly, "sister why do you want to get rid of your spaghetti so bad?" She then said, "because I know how hungry others are and I have many blessings form God, so why not share them?"

I really love the Filipino Culture. They are all so wonderful and always think about others. Over and over again I have heard many many spiritual experiences coming from members, investigators, and random people on the street about how they have had a trial or struggle when they really needed help and the simple kind acts and words of others changed their whole life.

I know that if we are kind to everyone always, and most especially when we get nothing in return we will feel God's hand more in our lives. We will be more happy and we will have a better life. I feel so grateful that I am serving the Lord. I know I don't have much time left here on the mission, but that doesn't mean I will stop being a missionary. I'm just transferring to a little bit of a different place. I'm grateful for the things i've been able to learn while here on my mission and most especially about treating other with kindness. 

I love you all and i'm grateful for the kindness and love you show me each and everyday. I hope you are all doing wonderful and I invite everyone who reads this to be a little kinder (even if you think you are the kindest person in the world) I know we can all be a little bit kinder. :)

Mahal Ko Kayo,

Sister Barton 

18 Month Mark

Dear Family,

Happy Easter Yesterday. What a wonderful day it was to celebrate the resurrection of Jesus Christ. The time that he truly overcame death for each and everyone of us to live again. I feel so blessed to know that we have a Savior and he is Living. It is so wonderful to know that Jesus Christ is the one who leads and guides this church today and that he is the one in charge. He is the perfect example who has a perfect gospel. I feel so much joy and so much happiness because of the gospel of Jesus Christ and I love sharing it with everyone everyday. 

There is this thing in the Philippines called "Holy Week". Holy week was last week. It is the week right before Easter Sunday and it is something that the Catholics here really strongly believe in. They have statues everywhere of Jesus Christ and his death and him being resurrected. There are crosses everywhere, candles, and much much more to remember Jesus Christ and His Atonement.

As much as all the statues of Jesus Christ and interesting songs and things were very different and a little bit scary to me, it made me feel grateful to be serving here still. Even though the people here might have a little bit of a different way celebrating Easter, I have found that they are always basing everything off of Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ is everything to most of the people in the Philippines. You can't walk down the street without seeing some sort of picture of Jesus Christ somewhere. I feel so grateful to always be reminded of Jesus Christ even if here, it's a little bit different of a reminder. I get to know who Jesus Christ is to me and that because of Him I will be able to return to Heavenly Father and overcome death as well. How marvelous and beautiful does that sound? 

The testimony I have gained over the Last 18 months of Jesus Christ has been stronger than I could ever imagine and I know that because of coming on a mission I will be different my whole life. I will always have a lasting testimony of the doctrines and principles of the gospel of Jesus Christ as well as who Jesus Christ is to me and how much I love him. 

I turn 18 months old on the mission this Friday and oh how weird that sounds to me. I can't even believe I have been here for that long and that shortly my mission will come to a close... 

I feel so grateful for the decision I made to come on a mission and to change my life. The experience's I've had and the lives I've seen changed because of the true Gospel of Jesus Christ I will never forget. 

I was reading the other day about the life of Gordon B. Hinckley. In a talk he gave to youth about going on missions he said something to young men that I really loved. He said, "Young men, I hope all of you are pointed in the direction of missionary service. I cannot promise you fun. I cannot promise you ease and comfort. I cannot promise you freedom from discouragement, from fear, from downright misery at times. But I can promise you that you will grow as you have never grown in a similar period during your entire lives. I can promise you a happiness that will be unique and wonderful and lasting. I can promise you that you will reevaluate your lives, that you will establish new priorities, that you will live closer to the Lord, that prayer will become a real and wonderful experience, that you will walk with faith in the outcome of the good things you do." 

Are those promises not the most wonderful promises anyone can receive. Elders or Sisters, regardless of gender, I know that anyone who goes on a mission will receive these amazing promises. A mission is not easy. In fact, it's by far the hardest thing I have ever done in my life, but after going through these last 18 months I would never chose not to go on a mission. I feel so grateful for this mission. I feel grateful for the things I have learned and for the testimony I have gained. My life is changed for the good and for the better because I decided to serve a mission. 

I am grateful to be a disciple of Jesus Christ. I'm grateful for the souls I get to help save everyday by testifying and teaching the words of Christ. My mission is just the beginning and I know that I will always serve for the rest of my life. I will strive to be exactly obedient to His commandments and will do all I can to be the person he needs me to become.

Thank you all for your prayers, words of encouragement, sacrifice, and everything else you have done for me over these past 18 months. My soul is filled with joy and gratitude for each one of you and for the time I've had to be a missionary from The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. Thank you. I will see you all very soon. 

Mahal Ko Kayo,

Sister Barton 

Ps. Filipino's are very talented people, this man went grocery shopping and I thought there was no way he would be able to get all his stuff on one motorcycle.. sure enough, he proved me wrong. :) "It's more fun in the Philippines!"

April 2017 General Conference

Family!

Hello everyone, how are you doing? As for me, I am doing so great! We were fortunate enough to watch general conference over this last weekend and can I just say that I am convinced all the sessions, every talk, song, and everything was exactly what I needed. It was all just for me. The spirit that I was able to feel over this last weekend and the direction and guidance was absolutely amazing. I feel so grateful to be apart of such a perfect gospel with such amazing leaders. We are so blessed. 

It was actually a very encouraging and inspirational conference for me. As I was preparing over the week and writing some questions I desperately wanted to be answered, I felt the spirit in my heart and knew that if my heart and mind was open I would receive answers. luckily I was able to receive many answers to all of the questions I had. 

The first talk I wanted to express my feelings about was the talk of Jeffery R. Holland. I absolutely loved it. One thing that I have been really nervous about with coming home is learning to get back into life without actually getting back into life, if that makes sense. Jeffrey R. Holland's talk perfectly answered my question. He said that "we need to stand as close as humanly possible to Jesus Christ." If things get difficult or hard or you are just sad one day, as we stand really close to Jesus Christ and always look to him in our lives we will be happy no matter how hard things get. I also loved what he said about staying unique in the choir. He explained how important it is to stay you. Be unique and don't just blend in. He said, "Keep your richness in your own voice... you are irreplaceable, you are unique." I love that. As we all continue to strive to be better and stay our unique selves we will be okay always. "In the choir there is room for everyone who loves God and keeps His commandments." But my all time favorite quote he said in the entire talk was, "Come as you are, but don't plan to stay as you are."  That's so good. As we are willing to change and give our will to Heavenly Father, he will change us into something we could never make of ourselves. 

Which leads into the second talk I really loved... That Neil L. Andersen gave. He was talking about overcoming the world. How amazing was that talk. Ahhh I loved it. He said that "we will spend a life time of trying and with sincere repentance we can overcome the world through Him, Jesus Christ." He talks about the sabbath day and the need of listening to the voice that is not from the world in order to over come it. He says, "Stand up, speak up, and be willing to be different from the world." How cool would it be to really overcome the world and to be more like Jesus Christ and the way he is. To really inherit what Heavenly Father has prepared for each of us.. It is such an amazing thought. 

The last one I wanna share about (cuz i'm running out of time) is the one my S. Mark Palmer. He was talking about Jesus Christ and the pure love of Him. My whole mission I have been striving and striving to develop one attribute of Jesus Christ strongly in myself. This attribute is pure charity. I have strived from the beginning of my mission to show charitiy and love to everyone. Not just charity from Sister Barton, but the pure love of Christ. Godly love. One thing I loved that S. Mark Palmer said was he said, "change the things that are hard for you, in order to have a change of heart." That was really good advice especially for me. As much as I try my hardest to have love for everyone I know I lack... a lot. I loved the keys he gave for each of us to become more like the Savior and have more of the love he has. I really love the one of just trying to see everyone the way the Lord sees them. As we do that we will be able to help people improve and change. As I have been a leader in my mission for a while I have been able to see how love really impacts people. I have been able to grow and help others change themselves through just loving them for who they are and for helping them become better. I feel blessed to be able to share the love of Jesus Christ to everyone. Especially being a disciple of Him and a missionary, it is just that much more important. 

I really love love love general conference. I feel blessed to have the opportunity to listen to our loving prophet and apostles and other leaders of the church every 6 months. I remember before my mission when we had to listen to conference it was like the most boring thing of my whole life, but now that is what I look forward too. To the words I once fell asleep to and yawned at, I now cherish and are literally delicious to me. 

I feel so grateful for the spirit and for its witness to me of truth. I love to learn and I am grateful I get to receive revelation through the Holy Ghost. I am grateful for conference and for the wonderful time I have to be a full-time missionary from The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. Thank you for all you do and for your constant examples to me. I love you all with my whole heart and I pray that we all apply the things we learned from conference. 

Mahal Ko Kayo,

Sister Barton

These are some cute pics of Sister Jumawid's birthday and my funny present to her, Sister Kolca taking us out to dinner (best thing ever), and some of us sisters at the stake center during conference :)

The Best of the Best

Family!!

I'm so sorry, we went to the temple today and I have like no time.. so sorry if this email is a little bit lame. Our week this week was okay, I always feel so blessed to be a missionary and to be in this great area with my wonderful companion, but I am a little disappointed in some of the decisions or investigators are making... We had many investigators come to church this last week. But almost all of them came  because they are the friends of some of our recent converts. Meaning; they are within primary and youth age. So they don't even come with their parents which is a bummer... and we are already having so many problems in our area when it comes to parents consent/permission for their children to get baptized. This last week not one of the people we have been teaching throughout the week came to church... not one. It was so disappointing. I was really hoping for us to have at least one or two more baptisms before I go home, but after this last week it's not looking too great. 

That's still okay though because with everything that has happened with our area and investigators this last week it doesn't make me want to give up and cry anymore (like it used to). haha It makes me realize everyone has their own individual agency and they get to chose for themselves "let the consequence follow". It also just motivates me to work harder and do better. Even if I won't be here for the baptisms, it doesn't matter because as long as I give it my all and help people get baptized at some point in their life I did my part and I can say I tried my best. So I just feel grateful that I can still work my hardest and give it my all so that others can be baptized in the near future.

This week we also had some really great experiences with some new investigators as well. The Dula family, the ones that I told you about last week, we were able to teach them and the mother, Luzviminda was literally like finishing our sentences as we were teaching her. It was absolutely astounding. I was so amazed. It was exactly like teaching someone who already knew the Plan of Salvation and we were just refreshing her memory. The spirit was so strong in that lesson and I could tell that she knew that what we were saying was true. Also, later in the week we went back to their home and had a Family Home Evening. It was amazing to see the happiness in their home. Sister Luzviminda is a single mother who's husband had died just a few years back. When it came to the part in the program for the parent to give advice, she did and then we had all the kids say some words of love to their mom. It was such a beautiful, spiritual experience to be apart of. Her four children were just pouring out their hearts saying how grateful they were for their mother who sacrifices so much just so they can eat and go to school and do what they want. I feel so grateful I was able to be in that home and feel the love and peace that was radiating. Sister Baldelomar and I were both in tears as the kids were talking and it was just a really great experience. Afterwards they all hugged and it was just so cute. I should've taken a picture, but it probably would've ruined the moment. 

We also talked to these two women who worked as maids for a man named Pedro. As we were talking and testifying about the gospel to these two women, they decided to let us in so we could share to them. As we started the lesson and started teaching about our purpose as missionarys and just getting to know them, they told us that Mormon missionaries have taught them before. THEY ARE FORMER INVESTIGATORS. They were both about to be baptized, but then they moved here to Mandaluyong from their provience and didn't know if there were Mormons here. It was crazy! They said they have been praying for the last year, ever since they moved here, for Mormons to find them or for them to find the Mormons. It was so amazing to meet them and teach them and see how much they loved the gospel. One of the sisters said that she had left her Book of Mormon in Pangasinan with her family and she missed it so much. When Sister Baldelomar reached into her bag and pulled out a Book of Mormon and gave it to this wonderful Sister she was so excited. She literally looked like a big fat kid getting a big thing of ice cream. (picture at the bottom of me haha :)) Her eyes just went wide and she started to like jump up and down she was so excited. It was such an amazing experience and really just shows that if you work hard and do your best Heavenly Father will lead you to the people who are prepared. 

I cannot tell you how many doors we knock on everyday. hahah it's so fun and I just feel so grateful for the opportunity I have to talk to everyone and tell them how great the gospel is and how lucky they would be if they just listened to what the Lord wants them to know. 

I love being a missionary! I really really love it! We were able to have the opportunity to attend the temple earlier and I just really love the temple. It's crazy to think that next time I enter the Philippines Manila Temple Mom will be standing next to me. That's kinda neat to think about. I'm so excited to share with you this great place and all of these amazing people. I love love love my mission and I'm grateful for this last little bit I have to serve Him with all my heart and soul. I love you all and I'm so grateful for you. Thank you for being such great examples to me. 

Mahal Ko Kayo,

Sister Barton 

Last Transfer in my Longest Area

Family,

I am pleased to announce that I didn't transfer! So I will be finishing my mission in the beautiful Mandaluyong First Ward. I feel so blessed I didn't transfer. To be honest I think I would've died if I would've transferred and finished my mission in a unknown area. So i'm grateful to be able to stay here with Sister Baldelomar.

This week has been a wonderful week filled with joys and sorrow and craziness. To start off we obviously had transfers and that was wonderful news. It also is starting to get really really hot because it is turning into summer here. You'd think it's summer all the time year cuz it's always hot, but when it's summer summer it is like scorching hot...  So that's really fun, i'm just drinking lots of water and trying to stay alive.

This week I saw my first dog fight outside of the Mesa families home. It was crazy these dogs were like killing eachother and everyone was just screaming and running and yelling and it was insane. Then in the middle of this dog fight there was some drunk man just sleeping on the street. It was hilarious! (picture bellow) Man, I really love the philippines, they always say, "it's more fun in the Philippines" and I testify that that is true haha. 

With some other news, Norman isn't getting baptized this week sadly... :/ Using his agency his boss asked him to work extra on sunday and he did so he couldn't come to church. So that's a bummer because now we have to restart his counting of coming to church. I know everything happens for a reason though and I think once he does get baptized he will really have a more solid testimony of the Sabbath Day and why it is so important to keep holy. So it's all for the best. 

We had a really wonderful experience this last week though. We had just finished a lesson with a wonderful family and were about to call it a night and go home. As we were waiting for the Jeepney. A lady who was selling Yakult came and stopped by us. She starting asking who we were and things. As we started to talk to her she told us that her husband had died and that she has been searching for the truth of where he is. She said that she had listened to Jehovah's witness missionaries, Born again missionaries, Catholic priests, and is still searching. We asked her if we could share with her where her husband was and when she would be able to see him again. She was really excited and really wanted to know more. So we set an appointment with her and are going to teach her tomorrow. I feel so blessed that the Lord lead her to us. 

Every night as I pray I always ask for the Lord's help in leading us to those who are prepared souls and leading the souls who are prepared to us. I know that as we all pray in faith and recognize the times when the Lord does answer our prayers we will receive more blessing and more opportunities to serve His children. I feel grateful for the Lord and to know with a sure knowledge that He always keeps his promises. I really love this gospel and I am grateful for the experience I continue to have each week as I am here serving the Lord. 

I know that as we strive to do what is right, even when it is hard, the Lord will help us and extend his arm. All we need to do is to look to him always in our lives. I was reading an article earlier this week and it was talking about when we have hardships or challenges what we should do. It says, "The Savior doesn't want us to try harder; He wants us to turn to Him sooner." I really like this. To know that we are never alone and that Christ is always there just waiting for us to truly trust in him. As I think about coming home soon, I just continue to think all I need to do is what I have been doing for the last 17 months.. trust in the Lord. I know that everything is right through Jesus Christ. Everything is perfectly planned and perfectly done with purpose if we trust in Jesus Christ. I'm grateful to be a disciple of Him, my Savior Jesus Christ. Thank you all for being such great examples to me and for helping me always in times of difficulty. 

Mahal ko kayo,

Sister Barton

17 Months

Family,

Hello everyone!! So guess how old I will be turning in the mission tomorrow.. 17 months. Ahhh time is flying and it's insane weird for me to understand. I'm absolutely loving my mission though. Wow, the things I am learning are such a benefit to me right now and I know they will be for the rest of my life. This week was amazing. On Tuesday I attended Finish strong... meaning i'm gonna go home soon so I gotta finish strong as a missionary haha, then we had exchanges with sisters, and I went with Sister Tekanene again, she is probably so sick of me, but that's okay cuz we had a great time. Then on Saturday Ronilo Mesa Jr. was able to GET BAPTIZED!! It was an amazing experience.. a little stressful, but amazing. 

So to start off, I just wanna tell you a little bit about finish strong cuz it was really really good. All my sisters batch was there and then of course we had a different elders batch with us. It was really weird cuz I've always heard of finish strong and how the "dying missionaries" go there, but I never thought I would ever attend. It was honestly a very inspired meeting though. We learned so much about "the after life" or what we will do after our missions as well as we talked about finishing strong. One thing that really touch me while I had attended the meeting was when we talked about finishing strong Sister Ostler showed a video of a track race. It was 4 girls running the 400. About half way through the race one of the girls totally biffed it and fell on her face. When she fell the other girls were running way fast and were way ahead of her, but the girl who fell got up and started running faster than anyone I've ever seen. She passed up the girl in the back then the girl in second place, then as she was getting closer to the finish line she gave it all her might and won the race. Ahhhhh it was incredible. I literally was just in awe while watching this race and watching this girl who fell so hard and had little to no chance of winning the race come back full throttle and win. It was amazing. 

After watching this I was pondering how much I feel like I am the girl who fell. I feel like at the beginning of my mission I had so much energy, I was so alive, and I just was ready to go on this mission with everything in my heart. Then, I fell, I got dengue and it literally took a lot out of me. I fell flat on my face. Then, with the help and love of companions, senior couples, other leaders, and the mission president, I was able to get up again and run. I still feel like I am not the same person I used to be, but It's nice to know that I can run. I can still give it MY all. Even if MY all isn't as much as someone elses, I know that the Lord knows that that is what I can give. And as long as I am giving MY best, he will accept it. I'm grateful for the chance I have to continue to try and work and give my whole heart to this work. 

On Saturday I got to see the rewards of giving all I have to this work. Ronilo Mesa Jr. got baptized. He is literally like one of my favorite people ever! As the days were coming close to his baptism we were trying to get everything prepared, on Friday we had Norman get interviewed for his upcoming baptism and borrowed the key to the church. Then on Saturday we showed up to the church around 5pm and the baptism starts at 6pm. When we walked in everyone was freaking out telling us there was no water for the font... So we started to fill up buckets from the bathroom sinks to fill up the font. After about 20 or 30 min of doing this, they finally told me they needed the key that another member had. I explained to them that because of the interview I had the key. Apparently they needed the key to turn on the water for the font.. nobody told us that... hahaha so it was a little bit of a fail. Then we had to wait for the font to fill up and it took like an hour and a half.. so we weren't able to actually start the baptism until 7pm. But even though things were a little rough getting started, I feel like this was one of the greatest baptisms I've ever been too. Ronilo brought 2 of his friends who got to witness him get baptized, a couple days before his baptism Ronilo introduced these two friends to us and we were actually able to teach them. It was a really wonderful experience both for us and Ronilo himself. He is already such a good missionary. 

But during the baptism we had some youth who are friends with Ronilo speak and the spirit was so strong. Then we had a member from the bishopric, who has worked with us many times in teaching the Mesa family, baptize Ronilo. As brother Umalia said the ending words to baptize Ronilo, Ronilo then descended into the water and afterwards once he came up he just looked at everyone sitting down and watching him and smiled the biggest smile I had ever seen him smile. He was so happy. It just goes to show the "joy" that comes from bring just one soul unto Christ. I felt such extreme joy and happiness that Ronilo had chosen to get baptized and follow the example of Jesus Christ. Even with a lot of challenges with the Mesa family, they are each decided for themselves to change and to be a little better and try a little harder to make a much greater difference in their lives. It's truly amazing to see them grow and to see them, one by one, accept the gospel. 

I feel so grateful to be a missionary for my savior Jesus Christ. I'm grateful to be able to say, "Behold, I am a disciple of Jesus Christ, the Son of God. I have been called of him to declare his word among his people, that they might have everlasting life." -3 Nephi 5:13. 

I love this work, I love this gospel, I am grateful to be able to do what is right always and to be an example and a light to the world. I am so grateful for the opportunity I have to search for those who are waiting for me to find them so that they can hear the truth. I love being a disciple of Jesus Christ and I am grateful for all my mission has brought me. Thank you for being you and for helping others grow in ways you couldn't imagine. I know each one of you has helped me grow and develop my skills and attributes to become a better person. So thanks for being so great, I really do love you all.

Mahal ko kayo,

Sister Barton